Wow, what a night! Susan and I have been watching “The Chosen” at our new church (which is typically followed by our Pastor leading in discussion). Last night, a scene showed Jesus speaking to Little James about why he would not heal him. The dialogue and scene reminded us that sometimes God has a purpose in our afflictions.
In the scene, Jesus gently yet firmly explained to James that his unhealed condition was not a reflection of his faith or worth but rather an opportunity for God’s power to be displayed through his weakness. This mirrors Paul’s words in 2 Corinthians 12:7-10, where he writes about his “thorn in the flesh” and how he pleaded with God to remove it. Yet, God responded, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”
This scene hit home for me. I had to take my glasses off as I felt tears starting; Susan even reached over and put her hand on my knee as she knew it was a moment for me. I’ve walked with a cane for seven years, praying for healing that has not come. I admit that sometimes I struggle with some anger over the fact that this is due to spine surgery being done in the wrong location, and yes, some days I have severe pain. Yet, I felt a deep peace settle over me at this moment. I realized that my unhealed body is not a failure of God’s love or power but rather an invitation for His strength to shine through my frailty. Like Paul, I can say, “I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
Our afflictions do not limit God; He is made perfect in them. Sometimes, He chooses to heal miraculously. Other times, He decides to sustain us in our brokenness so that we might know His presence more intimately and display His grace more boldly to the world. Either way, He is always good, with us, and at work in us, even when His ways are not ours.
Ultimately, I know that my healing and your healing for whatever your affliction is will come in time. Keep up the faith. God is good.
I love you all. If you would like to have prayer please reach out to Randy@almostmorning.org
